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Dear daddy.
It's not very easy, living all alone without you.
realize that i can't found any friend who really can tell my sadness.
why you leave??  sorry , i can't blame on you.. 
but sometime i will think about it. Why the accident didn't take me away from here. why is you?
this family need you, superhero.. not me.. coward. 
STRESS..
pretend does not matter.. 

i hate my life. why happened all unlucky stuff on me?
sick life.
Life change, people change. Everything change. All goes wrong.
my direction missing.. my everything missing.
LOST now.