oh yeah

I'm so happy today.
because i just received a news about Tokio Hotel of Bill Kaulitz :D
'cause he collaborates with FarEast Movement! Oh Goshhh
on a song named ' If I Die Tomorrow' on FEM's new album.
'Dirty Bass' the name of FEM album name.
I can't wait for it :D
will release in May..
that's hard feeling for waiting the song..
but i will waiting for you guys !
because i totally fallin' love with you guys ! No words can use ! :D
I'm just in love with you guys :D

They back

Big Bang.. oh gosh..
my purse going slim and more slim :P
i going but their album..
because i love their song very much..
I'm singing my blue`` my daily life.. i will sing it..
even i work.. my workmate can't behave me anymore..
even she try to make some noise.. but just useless !
Ja , please accept me just the way i am ! XD

Spring.. coming soon
that mean ??
Tokio Hotel new album gonna release soon too..
My purse recently on diet so hard :P
so it begin slim like a paper now :S
salary ! Boss , please pay me fast please..
i dont wanna miss the time to buy their album.. :P
and luckily i still have some saving money to alive end of this month :P
i try use my money , because i dont want using my parents' money anymore..
buy i surely seriously i wanted it badly.. or not.. dont think about it..'
WASTE is bad attitude . :)

Kampar or Penang ? =[

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

Am i insane ?
Am i idiots ?
No.. no matter how stupid am i.. i won't be the stupid again.
i used to be the one who really care you.
but now on.. no way..
that's really stupid action i did in my entire life .
I'm not the one who say Hello easy and saying Goodbye so easily like ABC.
Easy come and just easy go.. If that's how you live , please get off my life .
I'm not use to be the person when you need , just on call 24 hours , what you want.
I'm not use to be the person when you sad , i need heard all your sadness.
when you are okay or dissolve it.. who care me ? who call me ? who message me ?
yuck, no one. i always say i don't mind how you treat me as.. but i do really MIND it , okay ?
once , twice , more than twice... at last you know what the feeling when your best friend try not to keep in touch with you..ignore you.. The way you feel , as my way i felt when how you treated me before. Is disappointed and heartache feeling , know ? dude.
that will be break up with guy more painful than the way you treat me as.
what should i do.. what should i do.. this question remind my mind whole day and every second. I not need a friend .. i need a true friend.. know ? who really can listen me ..
celebrate my birthday. and celebrate your birthday together.. i dont want any present. i just wanted you by my side.. is this hard ? sing a birthday song.. not just threw the present and say happy birthday.. huh.. Speechless.. I'm not part of your life , maybe ?
still is a ?? in my mind.

when i was sad.. you know ? who i can tell it... My Dog ?
who can share my pain and joy ? i guess no one. maybe some of them.
i can share it with them. They meant a lots for me. Glad that i found them.
She the one. She the one. who really care about me. Thanks. No matter how late how tired she is.. she will send message for me. Good luck for work.. Don't burn midnight oil on Facebook. Every second i can feel the love of the friendship she given to me..
Even my Birthday date, she can't celebrate with me.. she send me a video, made by herself. Call me at the midnight before end of my birthday.. sang it loud for me.
i cried. really touch... thanks and glad i have a friend like you :) Even she still work wanted treat me a lunch.. i stubborn and ignore it.. because some reason. She cried.. Sorry that i made you so touch.. XD Genting's life does not easy.. please take care.. no one is can be trust.. so don't trust people so easily but not include me yeah! XD
i would like sing Bruno Mars - Count on me , for you.. go hear it when you saw my blog post.. and remember dont cry like a baby girl ! XD mention for you first ! :D
She keep complaint me how come my blog didn't mention her once.. Lastly , i done my promise.. i wrote for you !
YEW MEI WEI.. saw it ? don't cry hard when you saw this :)

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use .

Make some noise

My world is Tokio Hotel, i love them so much.

Sometimes i think i was born an Alien.

For me Tokio Hotel changed me to be a better person i used to judge people by the way they looked but Tokio Hotel taught me that people who are different are just okay as people who are considered normal.

Either way thanks to my 4 german boys i've learnt to accept people and be a kinder person♥.

Work all day , sleep all night

yeah , that's my life
bored and tired life..
really miss my high school life...
miss my friends..
we can't hang out like last year..
busy life.. study life..
but hope our friendship won't change of it..
since grow up.. need face more pressure and social life..
no mercy in this cruel or sick world.. just keep fight and move on..
for live ? for rich ? sometime need hard work..
that's why human being cold blood even worse than animals..
i really don't want grow up... :(

yahoooooooooo , GLEE

Since Glee was aired in May
I have been hooked to my TV waiting for the next episode.
It has only been on for a few months and already everyone seems to love that show,
some people don’t admit it but deep inside they do and they secretly watch it!
I don’t know if it’s the singing or all the different characters that everyone likes ?
I obviously enjoy all the singing and
I also enjoy all the different outfits in this show!
All characters in glee have got a different unique style!
I really like Emma Pillsbury vintage dresses and outfits see wears,
I think the outfits suit her character too, that’s what they got right!
I have to say that Rachel Berry’s style is amazing, I like all the old school 50′s outfits and skirts she wears!
Kurt Hummel has to be the best dressed guy on TV right now!

remix feeling

My birthday still the same..
Friend and friend can't celebrated with me........ /.\
but thanks pei sean , everything :)
and my darling , jasmine :) muchlove message :D

and Valentine day is coming...
my workmate busy help me find a valentine...
saw a customer , first ask got GF , second hp number........
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........
i just like WTH.. look like i'm wanted BF so badly /.\
hope you can stop it , ya ! :/
dont like it..

i want a normal day tomorrow please ! dont mess me up , girls !