When look back.

Sometime will asked myself more than twice.
which parts of you make me so persist to being your friend so long time?
until now i can't find the answer.
WORTH ?
I DON'T know.

Just know this few days..
you are hot and you are cold.
make me felt i did something wrong?

*confuse

生活不就那样、

一会笑一会哭。

一会幸福一会悲伤。

一会得到一会失去。

我能做的就是让自己让身边的人开心点。

:/

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This few day
hearing Lighter song..
let me thinking of you.
Don't know why..
feeling weird.
met you just feel like stranger.
like WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER.
Situation embarrassed .
No more contact. or any connection
But.
Today i just received your call .
my heartbeat pump faster and faster.

make me flash back memories between us .
Bitter more than sweet.

remember that my phone always out of credit because of you
remember about one night.. about you fight with your mummy, i keep comfort you.
remember that you just not stronger enough, because you just only the human.. and i'm always by your side.
remember i'm worried about you in XXX.. scared you get cold or fever..
remember that i promise that when you birthday i cook pasta for you.
remember how you worried about me
remember how you thinking of me
remember how you're important for me
remember we sms whole day till morning ++, dont want fall a sleep and miss the time.cherish all the time.
Many things to remember
and finally much and much to forget.

Sorry,
I'mma gonna broke my promise.
i wont wait you message
i wont waste my phone credit
i wont cook pasta
i wont do anything for you.

It's does not worth to do that.
i prefer make all this to my friend now.
They worth it me to do anything for them
My family too.

BUT
time to forget now :)
because You're WOMANIZER!
Faking you're good enough!
I'm so stupid!


BUT ..
nothing gonna change.

I'll try.
No matter what

time will heal that.
i believe will cure soon.


all just because of you :/

what else i can say?
my fault.
Stupid thinking and mind.
Life is sick. like you.