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Dear daddy.
It's not very easy, living all alone without you.
realize that i can't found any friend who really can tell my sadness.
why you leave??  sorry , i can't blame on you.. 
but sometime i will think about it. Why the accident didn't take me away from here. why is you?
this family need you, superhero.. not me.. coward. 
STRESS..
pretend does not matter.. 

i hate my life. why happened all unlucky stuff on me?
sick life.
Life change, people change. Everything change. All goes wrong.
my direction missing.. my everything missing.
LOST now.

Daddy is God gave me the best gift,

and Mommy, sister and brother are my most treasured happiness.

 I’m sad, hurt, angry, mad, disappointed. But you know what? I’ll put on a smile and move on. It will hurt but I will survive.

Miss a man call Daddy :(

Who is the one person who can always make me smile?
Even when I'm mad at him?
Even when he makes me cry?
Even when he makes fun of me or laughs at me.
He is one of the people who has always been there for me,one who has always ♥ loved ♥, cared, and provided for me.
He is one of the two most important people in the world to me.

Someone I ♥ LOVE ♥ with all my ♥heart ♥.
He is my friend,my hero, but most importantly he is my...
♥Daddy ♥

Eight letters,

three words, 

one regret.

I miss you.

Daddy ,  He is my man who gives love, care and protection.
who never give up on me even how bad i am.
who never upset on me even my attitude is suck.
my dad love lasts a lifetime, even he's gone forever now.
he is a man who really love me in true and no regret.


He always work hard for his children without complain.

I'm sorry, never has been concerned about whether you are tired,  

forgive that I did not speak to you Say I Love You. 

I always think you are a superman will not be tired.
Now you're gone, that nothing else.

but... i do really love you , daddy.

i really care you..

every time, my friends asked me who the most i love.

i always say it loud MY DADDY without thinking any minutes. and felt proud to you , daddy.

i remember i'm the one who saw you at the last before you're gone.

i always remember what i said to you at the moment.

'Thank you, Daddy , take care'

You just smile and drove away.

and i always remember i'm the last person who knew that you went to heaven peacefully.

that's bad I'm the last one who knew.

At the moment , i just can't believe my ears and eyes.

kept stared you in the coffin , can't accept the truth.

kept telling myself , just a nightmare, a horrible nightmare.

woke up in the next day, everything become so reality .

i lost my mind. my tears out of control.

YOU REALLY GONE in my entire life.

cried before sleep every night.

you give me everything that i wanted.

but ... i can't give you everything that you wanted. 

i wanted give you everything in my further , that i possible effort everything.

i want too , but can't forever and ever.

i remember how you light up my life when i was in dark.

i remember you care , love me like nobody else.

i remember i promise that you will bring you to travel HK after i graduated , i have my job.

i remember that you the one that taught me how to cycle , bike.

i remember all what i said to you and what you did for me in pass.

My daddy who really love his mommy (my granny) 

he is the one who really care her.

took her go any where she wanted.

make her smile brightly when she was upset and angry.

he is the one who taught me how to be manner.

he is the one who called me hold my granny's hand when we hang out.

Don't worry , daddy. i will do the same like you did for granny in the pass.

accompany granny. hang out with her. do what you did for her.

You said that i still need you ,daddy who wanted hold my hand and create my  IC, when i lost it.

yeah , serious.. I'm really need you in my life , EVERY SECOND.

One regret.

i never say I Love You for you.

the last person that you celebrated your childrens' birthday is me.

I always proud i have a daddy like you.

you always is my man from start till my heartbeat stop.

everyday i miss you. my eyes start blur and tears make it.

out of control.

I'm so useless without you.

I'm so coward without you.

this few days , heard my friend saying about her dad.

it make me think about you , daddy.

the skies did the same , raining day.

The one who always accompany me watch sport channels , cheer the goal together and blame player together.

The one who always support me in front of my sister and brother, even i did wrong.

The one who always work hard for his family, no matter what.

The one is my daddy.

In the another life , you still alive and being my daddy.

 just try to think positive.

you always coordinate me what i said , no matter how silly action.

i can't look the photo that with you.

my tears will out of my control.

i put those video on or photo , when i miss you.

that's the only one way that i can see and feel you.

I can't hold your hand when i graduate.

i always wanted make you proud of me.

All , the things i haven do for you.

and you just leave peacefully.

my daddy is a strongest man in my world! 

i know you must be fight very hard at your last breathe.

but at last , you had surrender it.

i won't blame you. 

 I'm knew you're tired for fight. because in your life , you were fight for a good life for your family.

heard mommy say that your eyes had tears before that you're leave.

i know you must be felt sorry and no willing to leave us alone.

Rest in PEACE , daddy.

what i can't do for you . i will do for mommy and granny.

i miss your voice , laugh and LOVE.

 i will study hard ! wok hard !' 
make you feel proud of me .
let you know you have a great and good child .
no regret for born me.
let you feel proud in heaven.

  

I MISS YOU.

I LOVE YOU.

you're my all.

 

My man. ♥

 

cheat on someone?

Why cheat on someone?
 Why cheat on someone who decided to commit to you?,
Why cheat on someone who gave up time with their friends and family just to spend time with you?.
They decided to settle for you and gave all of their heart to you,
so why put someone who loves you with everything they have through this pain?
Cheating should never be an option in a relationship, if the relationship gets boring then talk it out with one another and if you can’t save the relationship then end it rather then “Cheat”.
  Remain loyal and faithful to the person you are with because how would you feel if someone who you gave your all to turned around and cheated on you?,
 Some people say “Shit happens” when they cheat, but honestly that’s not how it works because it takes two people to cheat,
 it “Happened” because you let it happen,
 you let this situation take place.
You know in your mind that it would hurt the other person if you cheated so you have the choice to say yes or no.
So all I have to say is don’t risk this relationship and make a stupid mistake.
Just be loyal and faithful to the person you are with, you know?