Am i insane ?
Am i idiots ?
No.. no matter how stupid am i.. i won't be the stupid again.
i used to be the one who really care you.
but now on.. no way..
that's really stupid action i did in my entire life .
I'm not the one who say Hello easy and saying Goodbye so easily like ABC.
Easy come and just easy go.. If that's how you live , please get off my life .
I'm not use to be the person when you need , just on call 24 hours , what you want.
I'm not use to be the person when you sad , i need heard all your sadness.
when you are okay or dissolve it.. who care me ? who call me ? who message me ?
yuck, no one. i always say i don't mind how you treat me as.. but i do really MIND it , okay ?
once , twice , more than twice... at last you know what the feeling when your best friend try not to keep in touch with you..ignore you.. The way you feel , as my way i felt when how you treated me before. Is disappointed and heartache feeling , know ? dude.
that will be break up with guy more painful than the way you treat me as.
what should i do.. what should i do.. this question remind my mind whole day and every second. I not need a friend .. i need a true friend.. know ? who really can listen me ..
celebrate my birthday. and celebrate your birthday together.. i dont want any present. i just wanted you by my side.. is this hard ? sing a birthday song.. not just threw the present and say happy birthday.. huh.. Speechless.. I'm not part of your life , maybe ?
still is a ?? in my mind.
when i was sad.. you know ? who i can tell it... My Dog ?
who can share my pain and joy ? i guess no one. maybe some of them.
i can share it with them. They meant a lots for me. Glad that i found them.
She the one. She the one. who really care about me. Thanks. No matter how late how tired she is.. she will send message for me. Good luck for work.. Don't burn midnight oil on Facebook. Every second i can feel the love of the friendship she given to me..
Even my Birthday date, she can't celebrate with me.. she send me a video, made by herself. Call me at the midnight before end of my birthday.. sang it loud for me.
i cried. really touch... thanks and glad i have a friend like you :) Even she still work wanted treat me a lunch.. i stubborn and ignore it.. because some reason. She cried.. Sorry that i made you so touch.. XD Genting's life does not easy.. please take care.. no one is can be trust.. so don't trust people so easily but not include me yeah! XD
i would like sing Bruno Mars - Count on me , for you.. go hear it when you saw my blog post.. and remember dont cry like a baby girl ! XD mention for you first ! :D
She keep complaint me how come my blog didn't mention her once.. Lastly , i done my promise.. i wrote for you !
YEW MEI WEI.. saw it ? don't cry hard when you saw this :)
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use .
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