Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Simple always is the best

何苦?

如果朋友做到那么卑微,
那么委屈,让你那么觉得我变了?
我变了吗?
呵呵
不懂, 可能。
如果你真的很了解我
你绝对会相信我对你这个朋友
是无法代替的
我是变了,
变了更好。 

我的时间肯定是给了你了。
我真的很伤心,说你家里很多事要你忙, 说你要跟你男朋友拍拖,没时间给我了
哈哈, 那么伤的一句话。朋友啊,哈哈

我是多么希望我去读书时
你可以放多一点时间给我 :(
可是
没希望了
我随缘了,
友情这种东西,
能来往就来往吧。
如果不能就看开了。
也不能说你的错,
因为有问题了
就是彼此朋友的问题了
我也有错。。
对不起
让你觉得你不被我重视,
我只是想在我去读书之前能多一点时间陪我的朋友们。
那么以后一起加油吧。
:)
你, 要多保重:)


 

Mashup feeling

Nearly 
i going to my college life soon
my feeling just like down down down
maybe
someone are leave now.
i can't share my happiness to him, daddy.

for pass.
i will super happy to leave this house.
and
prepare my things as soon as possible.

but now.
i would like stuck my home and my family.
I'd rather to my home.
be my mom and dads' kid
playing around, nothing to worry.

but.
reality is cruel.
I must not think too much now.
STUDY HARD AND HARD.
Earn more money for my mommy.
after i gone.
she must be sad and alone .

promise me you will be  take care, and i will promise you the same too.
you are my world now, mommy.
something i just like a cow.
but 
you still forgive me everything.
i love you more than i can say or write.

i love you  my dearly mommy.
i remember you told me that
I'm the one who really make you worry about.
I'm so sorry about it.
Next time.
i will make you tell everyone say
I'm the one who make you feel very proud to have this kid.
 
 Thanks, my world. :)

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Haiyaaaa....

maybe I'm not a perfect friend
or not prefect kid of my mommy
or prefect student on my teacher mind.
but i will try my best treat the prefect to everyone..

I'm sorry everything !

Thursday, July 19, 2012

"Summer after high school , we first met "
yeah, we first met after end my secondary life..
Impossibly that my heart still keep beating for you..
Or just a mistake..maybe?
 
If you see me walking with someone else,
It's not because i want to..
It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me.
 
So if I fall in love with someone else,
It's not because i want to...
It's because you weren't there to catch me..
 
dislike this feeling..
that make me feel like a liar..
told you that i forget about it..
seriously, i still care..
i received your text, it will made me a day..
asked how's my life..
but
i know that just being friend asking currently..
 
No
Matter
What
I
Do
 
 
I
Still
Can't
Remove 
You
From
My
Mind
 ........
 
i hate this damn feeling!
lie because it's easier than telling the truth..
aiya!
 
 

Daddy lil girl

Dear daddy,

I may love a lot of man in the future, someday I'll get married to someone out there. But in the end let me remind you that, no matter what happen, you'll always be the best guy for me. I love you 'till forever ends :)

Lots of love,
Me

Thursday, May 31, 2012

....

Dear daddy.
It's not very easy, living all alone without you.
realize that i can't found any friend who really can tell my sadness.
why you leave??  sorry , i can't blame on you.. 
but sometime i will think about it. Why the accident didn't take me away from here. why is you?
this family need you, superhero.. not me.. coward. 
STRESS..
pretend does not matter.. 

i hate my life. why happened all unlucky stuff on me?
sick life.
Life change, people change. Everything change. All goes wrong.
my direction missing.. my everything missing.
LOST now.